Delusion of Spring

I have a husband who is the son of my father’s lover. He was beautiful, fair, thin and fragile. He doesn’t know how to love, and relying on the days of sensuality and intoxication, he numbs his dying nerves. Just like a rotten flower, a butterfly that lives and dies; relying on short-lived lust to absorb the temperature of the world, after lust, there is a greater desolation and nothingness. Then he smoked a cigarette all night long, sat alone on the ground, curled up into a ball, looked out the window, and looked into an unknown distance. He was always in a slump. In my opinion, he is useless, but I still need him to break a closed loop for me. I take care of him, train him, teach him how to use people, and teach him how to use the resources at hand to achieve his goals. I use him, train him, I guide him to be tempted by me, I play him in the palm of my hand. I watched him grow into what I hoped, and watched him step into the closed loop I set for him. I saw him hysterical, I saw him in pain… and then I threw him. Later, he couldn’t think about it. Later, he turned black. The story begins one spring when I was stabbed, and I laughed at him when I was bleeding. I said, “Xiao Oi, this time I’m really going to let you go.” The story ends in a certain spring, one late night, the butterfly sat on the ground with its back hunched, wrapping her arms around herself, and when she met me , the ends of the eyes are red, and the eyes are full of moisture. He said: “I want to live. Luo Bie, I want to live.” “So, please, save me.” Hua Butterfly (male protagonist): On the surface, people are voluptuous and voluptuous, but on the inside, they are world-weary, passive, corrupt and decadent. , a beautiful baby who is vulnerable and insecure! ! ! (Beautiful waste, extremely deficient, with an empty heart to death, a little cowardly in front of the heroine, and will be looked down upon by the heroine and taught to be a person – completely born for my xp) Miss / Emperor A (the heroine): Extremely egoistic , The indifferent and indifferent high-ranking person, all kinds of tricks, seemingly indifferent to the world, but secretly disturbing the situation. Works like a machine.